Sorry guys, I have to vent to you. I've exhausted my complaining and stressing outlets and now have to use an online forum.
Ummmm. WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING!
Yes, I have gotten several e-mails, texts and phone calls of encouragement.
But...what I have gotten from (over)reading about this is that I need to be committed to this.
I totally am NOT.
I have in the back of my mind that our beloved school starts on September 4th
so if I fail, well then....it's settled.
That is usually not how I operate, I get that commitment is so important. But I just can't get there.
I am freaking out.
I guess THAT is how I operate.
The neurotic mess formerly knows as Jenn.